summer. pray pray pray.

I had my mind pretty set on being in school next term. With the transition of hopefully getting into a joint majors with poli sci and psych, I was planning on being in school for the next 4 terms including summers to catch up. I don't want to graduate later but when I think about it...i'm not sure why? What do I have planned that can't happen a year later? What am I even going to do after undergrad? Grad school can always be postponed a year...a year seems long but when I'm older, 10 years from now a year will seem like nothing...but then I'll be 25 when i'm done with school, I feel like that is so old >_<

I'm really unsure as to what to do at this moment. Should I do a missions trip in the summer or go to school? How will this affect my graduation and admittance to grad school if I get in...I just realized that if I was just doing my honours psych degree, I could be done in the summer...a little scary haha

BUT since I'm doing polisci I can either graduate in fall 2012 or summer 2012 depending on what I do this summer AND that'll effect when I start grad school...

ahhh I don't like thinking about these things, I guess cuz everything is so uncertain, I have no control and I don't want to make the wrong decisions. I really just need to pray and trust God but it seems so much harder to do. It's so hard to just let go and have faith because I want to know what's going to happen and how my life should unfold, I want to have control but that's what I struggle with, truly trusting in God :( must pray pray pray!