there is freedom.

it's been awhile since my last post :P I thought I updated during Christmas break but I guess I was having too much fun :D it's kinda hard to believe that another school term has started. I'm starting to feel the pressure a bit now that it's 3B and I need to think about grad school. I've decided to do a joint major with psych and poli sci and switch out of arts and business...I never actually understood why I decided to switch into business. Yes it does open up opportunities but business is not for me. I don't really know why it took me so long to switch into poli sci...I mean i'm still not super certain that this is what I want to do but it does make my future look a little more clear.

I've always had a heart for children and injustices, something with human rights but I never really knew what I could do with that and psychology. I'm taking an intro psci course this term and i'm learning about such interesting stuff! There is so much knowledge I need to learn and engage in I realize regarding the world, international relations and just issues that are going on. It's kind of exciting :) and scary at the same time...I think I wanna learn all this and maybe do something with global governance? There's a grad program for that that i'm aiming for but it's kinda scary...I guess i've always been a bit afraid to aim at things because i'm afraid of failure? And aiming for this grad school makes me freak out a bit but I think it's also making me realize that I've never accomplished fully the things I wanted to because I never thought I could...AND it's making me trust in God haha

so hopefully things with transferring my program will work out :) and then I guess once that's settled I can seriously look into grad school :P