time to decide.

I've given myself until tomorrow night to make up my mind. Pray for wisdom and faith; not to be afraid of what's ahead but to trust and believe in transformation.

"you gotta be true to your own, don't believe in living normal, just to satisfy demand..." ~jm.

opportunities!

The more I think the more I believe I will go insane! hahahah

I used to think that my opportunities were limited but now I'm realizing I'm at the point in my life where there are opportunities at every turn, I just need to know which one to take. Which one is the right one and how will that impact decisions and my life later on?

I'm really being challenged to trust God and be prayerful. I don't want to be rash in any of my decisions because each decision will have benefits but also consequences of its own.

*it's 11:11 right now! hehe just a side note :)

So, as I'm growing up, I realize that I actually need to start thinking about my future future! haha I'm graduating VERY soon and it's scary not having a clear idea of where i'm going! :S

one more.

discovered this too!



i'm in love...

excited about my new music!

paolo nutini.
god is an astronaut.
lydia.
caspian.
young mountain.




^^

proverbs 4:23

above all else, guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life~

summer. pray pray pray.

I had my mind pretty set on being in school next term. With the transition of hopefully getting into a joint majors with poli sci and psych, I was planning on being in school for the next 4 terms including summers to catch up. I don't want to graduate later but when I think about it...i'm not sure why? What do I have planned that can't happen a year later? What am I even going to do after undergrad? Grad school can always be postponed a year...a year seems long but when I'm older, 10 years from now a year will seem like nothing...but then I'll be 25 when i'm done with school, I feel like that is so old >_<

I'm really unsure as to what to do at this moment. Should I do a missions trip in the summer or go to school? How will this affect my graduation and admittance to grad school if I get in...I just realized that if I was just doing my honours psych degree, I could be done in the summer...a little scary haha

BUT since I'm doing polisci I can either graduate in fall 2012 or summer 2012 depending on what I do this summer AND that'll effect when I start grad school...

ahhh I don't like thinking about these things, I guess cuz everything is so uncertain, I have no control and I don't want to make the wrong decisions. I really just need to pray and trust God but it seems so much harder to do. It's so hard to just let go and have faith because I want to know what's going to happen and how my life should unfold, I want to have control but that's what I struggle with, truly trusting in God :( must pray pray pray!