thank goodness for coffee and chocolate ^^

At first I went to Aroma Cafe and ordered a Caramel Royale something...steamed milk with a hint of coconut and sprinkled with crushed m&m's. It was really yummy but too sweet so I didn't finish it. I was also hungry so I ordered an Orange Poppyseed scone. That was delicious. They toasted it for me so it was warm and the butter melted on it :) I was planning to study here but feeling a little down, I realized that I really wanted some chocolate and coffee and so I didn't stay here long.

I headed over to the Waterloo Town Square and to the Eve Chocolatier. Being inside the store just made me happy :P Chocolate everywhere hehe and creative too. I bought 3 truffles then went over to Matter of Taste to get a regular coffee^^

The coffee is not bad and I haven't had the chocolate yet. Looking at it kinda gives me joy hahah. I hope they'll taste good. I think they will!

Maybe it's the weather and the rain but I feel so crappy today. I also wrote a really bad midterm so that probably contributes but right now I have no motivation to do anything and I just feel a little sad inside.

How do I get out of this slump? I should be studying and not feeling like this. Maybe I will be better after Wednesday.

On a brighter note, just as I was stressing out yesterday and really questioning God where my money for Bangladesh was going to come, I got a cheque for $500. I was praying just yesterday for me to be able to trust that God has already raised the $4700. Several verses in the bible say that we will receive whatever we ask in prayer if we just believe...I need faith even as small as a mustard seed.

I feel like today God is just smacking me in the face and saying CHILD! Stop doubting me! I have everything done and under control already. Just TRUST me. Yet I still find it hard to completely trust and let go :( Need to keep praying.