maybe its being couped up at home all by myself the last few days but suddenly i just really miss my friends...
i miss talking about food and tv shows and boys and life and shopping and absolutely everything and nothing. i miss just laughing and playing games and eating and sitting and enjoying company...
i dunno know why but suddenly i just miss everything... i'm going through old pictures and videos and i just miss when being together with friends was easy. i dont want to grow up. i dont want to have to make decisions and figure out my life. i just wish i was a kid again when my only thought was when the next bsb cd would come out...
i feel like friends are drifting away and its so hard to stay together...how do you keep in touch? am i the only one that wants to? when we're all together it's like time hasn't passed...we have fun, we enjoy each others company, things are great...but as soon as we're separated it seems like we don't exist in each others lives anymore. we dont even know what goes on in our lives...
i miss being able to just talk...talk about everything, talk about my day, how i feel, what's bothering me, what's exciting, what's going on...i miss that comfort of having those friends around me who know everything about me and still love me...
WHY do i feel like this? -_______-
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