if you want it, come and get it

for crying out loud

this love He has given you was never in doubt

let go of your heart

let go of your head

feel it now

Wow. I can't believe it's 2012! It's the beginning of my last term. I'm scared like crazy but I want to make the most of my last term. I'm gonna give it my all in everything I do, whether in school, in KCF, in people whatever it is :) and I know God is gonna be moving like crazy. I just feel it! ^^ I need to be disciplined and make the most of every moment! One commitment I made for this last term is to surrender it to Jesus. I have no idea what I should be doing when I graduate or really any wisdom in deciding. I went to a conference this past break and one thing that stuck was that the fundamental in being a Christian is really to just follow Jesus. I decided for this term that I would give it all to Jesus and figure out really what it means to follow him. I'm going to commit to being active in prayer, in reading his word and being silent to listen to him. It's only been a few days but already it's been hard. I don't really know what to do and definately will need prayer in this but I really really believe that if I just trust God in this then everything else will fall into place. I trust that God will show me where he wants me next, wherever that may be, and despite my fear I need to say yes to him. I need to take more time to reflect on this past year, but in every risky situation where Jesus has called me and I've said yes, I've learned so much more of what his kingdom is supposed to be and even more of myself! I'm scared of the uncertainty, of letting go and having full faith in Jesus but I also believe that God wants the best for me and so whatever his plan is, it's greater than I could ever imagine or plan for myself!

What new years goals have you made for this year? I challenge you to commit to something hard and see Jesus working in your life :) hehe we can struggle and pray together! :P

also, now that I've written this, I am accountable :P

Merry Christmas!

Let's remember to thank God for his amazing love and indescribable gift ^^ It's so easy to get caught up in the Christmas spirit of presents and food and family (which is all good!) but remember baby Jesus too :)

Merry Christmas! Be blessed and be filled with joy!

I am really happy this Christmas season ^^ I'm discovering more and more how precious time spent with family and friends are. I'm learning to appreciate more the people and things that are around me and knowing that there is a time for everything. People are placed in your life for a certain reason and you are placed in other's lives for a reason too :) Every good and perfect gift is from above~

haha this is not good. i'm slowly falling into the mood of being done school....it feels like i am. i feel like i have so much time haha but i really don't! it was so nice not doing anything this weekend though :) i got a taste of why i love holidays and family and friends so much. hehe

i played tetris (with friends!) til 2 in the morning hahaha, we munched on late night pie and ice cream, i went for sushi buffet today and got to see my friend's christmas performance. a friend from out of town also came to visit yesterday so we went for brunch and i even got a chance to start on my new book! :D i am going to milk this year's christmas holidays so badly. gonna make every second of it count bahahaha

I just looked at the material I need to cover for my final on Saturday and there is a lot of stuff =/ I don't really want to prepare for it hahahaha part of me just wants to hit up a nice cafe and read my book. I feel like I have so much time to prepare but time is just going to fly by without me realizing, as it always does haha. If I were to be wise, I'd do some work today :P

Maybe i'll make daily goals of what I need to accomplish so I can just do a little bit at a time and not cram and stress before the exam. Only thing with that is, it's so hard to remember everything hahaha bahhh I just want to be doneeee ! Christmas is so closeee :))))))

Time to rest!!

These past 2 weeks were so insane for me. I had 11 hours of sleep the last few days. My craziness ended yesterday tho...so thankful haha I slept almost 12 hours last night bahaha felt so gooods :P

I had my grad photos today tho...bad scheduling on my part haha I had such big bags and circles under my eyes. Hopefully their photoshop will do some magic :)

I'm so excited to just rest haha. Even though there's still finals I don't feel as stressed anymore :) I made a homemade eggnog latte and am going to start reading my new book! I heard its really good! Tonight is also kcf potluck so it'll be nice to celebrate end of term with friends, food and a special performance ;) keke play, sleep and then I'll start studying tmr :)