Monday, February 14, 2011

happy valentines day ^^

my dad sent this to me =)

Saturday, February 12, 2011

it's been awhileee~~ hehe

I have overcome part one of midterm season :D now PLAYYY, study some and then back to killing it! hehehee

I'm so glad reading week is coming up! I totally need a break :) I feel pretty free right now but that's a bad sign! haha I need to feel crunched for time :P i'm more productive that way!!

anywayyyy i'm so excited for mah summmerrr kekeke but that'll have to wait for my next update...right now I need to peacee!

:D

Monday, January 31, 2011

You are loved.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Proverbs 14:4

I was doing devos with a friend this morning and we both randomly picked a proverbs for ourselves... I got proverbs 14:4 which says

'Where there are no oxen, the manger is empty,
but from the strength of an ox come abundant harvests.'

Tonight is my deadline for Bangladesh and I think I've decided to go? I just need to talk with my parents first.

It's funny cuz I was feeling uncertain but the passage we looked at this morning reminded me that God is sovereign and in control. He already knows what's going to happen and I just need to trust his plan. Actually this whole week, things have all been around that...take risks, trust God, let go.

My friend also reminded me that Bangladesh is only the process of God transforming me and that it isn't 'IT'...Bangladesh is part of the change in my heart and who I am as a person towards what God has planned for me....

SO in my hesitation, i'm given this proverbs haha
the first thing that came to my mind was, Amanda, if you don't go, then who will I send to share my love? Where there is no oxen, the manger is empty. If I have no one to send, how can there be a harvest...but from the strength of an ox comes an abundant harvest.

I just need to trust that God is with me. He will give me strength and take me through all the difficulties...I need to remove all the thoughts that Satan is putting in my mind and just believe.

SO...this is a tentative yes until I talk to my parents :)

Monday, January 24, 2011

time to decide.

I've given myself until tomorrow night to make up my mind. Pray for wisdom and faith; not to be afraid of what's ahead but to trust and believe in transformation.
"you gotta be true to your own, don't believe in living normal, just to satisfy demand..." ~jm.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

opportunities!

The more I think the more I believe I will go insane! hahahah

I used to think that my opportunities were limited but now I'm realizing I'm at the point in my life where there are opportunities at every turn, I just need to know which one to take. Which one is the right one and how will that impact decisions and my life later on?

I'm really being challenged to trust God and be prayerful. I don't want to be rash in any of my decisions because each decision will have benefits but also consequences of its own.

*it's 11:11 right now! hehe just a side note :)

So, as I'm growing up, I realize that I actually need to start thinking about my future future! haha I'm graduating VERY soon and it's scary not having a clear idea of where i'm going! :S