so today I got up and was so motivated to get things done, finish my assignment and have things accomplished....obviously it's not happening. I've literally been staring at my blank word document for the last 30 minutes. I feel so incompetent haha so lost as to what to do :( i guess this is kinda a reinforcement that i'm not into research? heh...at one point I started considering it again...I thought it'd be fun to research your own stuff and find things out...but I guess i'm not really into that?? I don't really know...maybe cuz it's so hard right now and I can't figure out what i'm supposed to do and that's why...but seriously I have no idea. >< just want to finish school! although i'm not even sure what I want to do after haha seriously I wish I could just become some photographer for a magazine and just travel and take pictures...that'd be pretty awesome ^^

omgus >___< i don't know why it's so hard to focus! I feel like I have so much to do but not accomplishing much :( i'm so tired...and it's wet and raining outside

BAH i just want to play :) school is tiring haha. my brain hurts :P

I went to My-Thai today. really yummy!! :) from the outside it looks a little sketch but once you go inside, it looks sooo nice! it's really big inside too and the decorations are so nice...so pretty :) not what you expect from looking outside. the food was also super yummy! :D and price was not bad either :) hehe it's amanda approved :P i think there are a lot of places like this in waterloo...must find them!! :D

back at caritas... :/

It's a weird feeling being back at Caritas after leaving since the summer. I've missed the core members and the summer and the community and house then...but coming back, SO many things have changed. Core members are still the same but at its different too because you have a different relationship when you're living with them. The workers here too are new. I mean there are still many of the same ones, but the community has changed for sure. I've also been informed of some news that breaks my heart...there are just so many changes happening to the community and it's not what I expected coming back here. I thought being here would be just another day from the summer...and in many ways it still is, I guess I just feel a little out of place too though now that i'm not a live-in.

Well I still love Stratford! You get bored when you live here but after not being here for awhile I loved visiting my favourite shops and cafes :) Even just walking around town and taking pictures. I enjoyed doing that today :D I ate this delicious turkey wrap with mango chutney and swiss cheese AND this amaaazing North African peanut butter pumpkin soup at the Alpha Beets soup and juice bar. It was so delicious! Then I walked around town...visited Gruv! My favourite :) and the Shakespeare gardens...took some sick pictures :) Then I went to Sputnik and had this amazing hazelnut mocha ^___^ I studied for a bit there too hehe.

I love the cafes here! They're so good. I need to find some awesome ones back in Waterloo :)

anywayyy should probably get some sleep since I have to work tmr morning too...the house is so different too haha. I miss my caritas room :P but another live in is using that now...I feel displaced hahahha :)

I fiiiinally got my AMP cd! :D which makes me super excited! bahaha I was playing it on my dad's computer...with the bose speakers, wah so good. hahaha if only I had a CD player in my car... :P

ALSO today I finally called Rogers. After so many months >< I have to send in my phone and then I think they'll check it to see if I've inflicted any damage on it...if all is good then i'll get a new iphone!!! :D yayy! I hope I do..seriously I've had problems ever since the first month! and now everything is SO slow and always freezing! Sooo hopefully that works out!

I also want a new camera... -______- mannn they're SO cheap now! gahh I need to make do...be satisfied...i'll just save up and then invest on lenses instead :) oooh BUT hehe I forgot how wonderful dealextreme is! They have all these camera accessories...so like bags and extra lens caps and all that jazz AND they even have a lens mug! which i've wanted for SO longgg!!!!! They actually have it!!! hahaha I ordered one :P I can't wait till it comes but it'll prolly be like a month!

anywayy my phone has finished updating so PEACE OUT HOMIES :D

what a wonderful weekend :) I had so much turkey, so much cake and SO much sushi :D hehe why can't we do this ALL the time! and of course I was with my favourite people! I have such bad idis right now haha sleep is quite tempting...

hehe ticket for TML vs. Red Wings game :)



It was so fun! My first NHL game :D andd we WON! haha prolly the only game we'll win against Detroit this season...since we got owned the night before when they played their good players. haha -.- I think i'm gonna follow TML again...haha I gave up on them since they actually sucked so much...but i miss them :P I'm so glad I got to see Kaberle yesterday! I liiiike him! :D:D It just sucks that Toronto will pay so much for the games even if the team sucks...maybe if the tickets stopped selling out, then they'll think about drafting some good players -_- anywayyy just excited I got to see a gamee! :)

there are so many good youtube artists...for reals mangg

currently enjoying ClaraC.